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Grab your digital copy of my debut album “Survival Of The Fittest”. Join me on a journey through the lyrics, and immerse yourself in the emotions an stories that shaped this music.
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01. Gambit A.D.
I will assemble all the pieces of my mind / There is a bleeding for the echoes of our lives / And I believe it now I am one of a kind / I will assemble all the pieces of my mind / I get it! / You left us in temptation, you declared the games open, forgive us our sins, your will… No! Our will be done!
02. Fake Noose
Corrupted mind, no hands are tied, an everlasting moment / You spread a lie, I wonder why, a self created mourning / Another day I try to keep myself away from your disguise / I better jeopardize the weak, the blind, the screwed cause I don’t mind / Vow of humility, collecting bones (warning) / Breaking capacity I don’t want to take one’s oath / I will not follow you / I can’t reach in my heart, tearing apart, as it dies / There is no need to accept, I am a fan of distress, king of my kind, I hate all that i can’t deny, I see my fate in the mirror, stucked in inflicted horror, I have to spread fake conspiracy before I’m dead / I am a mess, chronic feelings of emptiness, I shot a hole in my head / I can’t reach in my heart, tearing apart as it dies.
03. 5ophia
It’s in her heart, it’s in her brain / a woven web, an untold name / tangled and hunting serpent, seeking the deadly woman, deploring her power and her weakness / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / delete her name, pull off her skin, poison the flesh, fuel the flame / blow scattered pieces in the air / no casket, blank despair / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / I won’t get higher than, believe in a power that I’ll never know / I won’t get higher than, higher than you do! / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / i won’t let go, grow, I won’t let go, I won’t get higher than you do, grow.
04. Thinwalled Maze
It’s in her heart, it’s in her brain / a woven web, an untold name / tangled and hunting serpent, seeking the deadly woman, deploring her power and her weakness / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / delete her name, pull off her skin, poison the flesh, fuel the flame / blow scattered pieces in the air / no casket, blank despair / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / I won’t get higher than, believe in a power that I’ll never know / I won’t get higher than, higher than you do! / And this I swear (you won’t give in) I won’t be there (but you are never alone) bless your heart I won’t get higher than you do / i won’t let go, grow, I won’t let go, I won’t get higher than you do, grow.
0.5 Vanitas
Flesh and blood, will of wind, unnecessary run of things / Day of birth, day of death, it´s up to me, my own dynasty / Take my hand, reach my broken wings, eat me up, let me disappear / Take the edge off my agony, mutilate my entire skin / Am I still that tall to you? Do I see all wrong? I just keep it off me cause I watch things die, watch things die / Now you speak: “Please deliver me from my sins, from my misery” / Torment, pain and hipocrisy, time to feel what we felt to be / Am I still that tall to you? Do I see all wrong? I just keep it off me cause I watch things die on their own / Am I still that tall to you? Do I see all wrong? I just keep it off me cause I watch things die, watch things die / Am I still that tall to you? Do I see all wrong? I just keep it off me cause I watch things die on their own / And I watch things die on their own.
06. X.Y. (examine yourself)
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07. Never Back Down
Never back down, never back down, release and start again, never back down, never back down, believe in you again, never back down, never back down, release and start again, never back down, never back down, believe in me / I don’t know, you wasted all your dreams, we are not the only souls to squeeze, I don’t know, you wasted all your ways and only madness allover me / I don’t know, you wasted all your dreams, we are not the only souls to squeeze / Believe in you, believe in all your dreams, believe in me the only way to live / the answers to my faith (never seem to change) behind my soul a pale (an evil incarnate) the waste I ruminate (feeds my will to live) the answers to my faith (never seem to change) / I don’t know, you wasted all your dreams, we are not the only souls to squeeze, I don’t know, you wasted all your ways and only madness allover me / believe in you, believe in all your dreams, believe in me, the only way to live.
08. Blackburne Trap
Guided by demons, blinded by night, assasinated, don’t let me cringe again / Cause I don’t want to but I just have to return to the fold but don’t let me fall again / I try to go off with a bang, I wanna feel it, I wanna see it, offensive like a blackburne trap, I wanna see the brightness of light again / Fall into pieces, never mind what the price is / A new beginning, a new approach, the fingers crossed but don’t let me fall again / I don’t want to give it back, those feelings I just never had before / Fall into pieces, never mind what the price is / I will hunt you down until my time has come / I want you to give it back (never guided) feelings I just never had (never blinded) I want you to turn around (never guided) to see what’s pure without a sound (never blinded) / Fall into pieces, never mind what the price is / I will hunt you down until my time has come.
09. Ferryman
I never wanna be myself while i’m diving into an ocean of disease, no color pervades my everyday life in fear, my mindset is clear, bury me in the pit with my head full of shit / Bareley visible realm, by evading the system the drowning begins, I didn’t catch the last words from inner voices I heard, I rather go on deck before I break my fucking neck / Get a move on, get a move on, never mind what the price is / Get a move on, get a move on, never mind what the price is / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t play this game / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t see your face.
10. Survival Of The Fittest
Another seed of saturn, another price to pay, no one can see the ocean of billion bloody shapes / A question of tommorow is answered for today, the mills of god grind slowly time and time again / Is there a breathe or a feeling (will we meet again?) another soul is leaving (will we meet again?) is there a low heart beating (will we meet again?) another soul is leaving (will we meet again?) / And I won’t deny (an undeniable) a light in my mind (an unpredictable) please send me a sign (a dead- reliable) when you are alive (an undeniable truth) / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t play this game / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t see your face / And I won’t deny (an undeniable) a light in my mind (an unpredictable) please send me a sign (a dead- reliable) when you are alive (an undeniable truth) / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t play this game / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t see your face.
11. The Race
Another seed of saturn, another price to pay, no one can see the ocean of billion bloody shapes / A question of tommorow is answered for today, the mills of god grind slowly time and time again / Is there a breathe or a feeling (will we meet again?) another soul is leaving (will we meet again?) is there a low heart beating (will we meet again?) another soul is leaving (will we meet again?) / And I won’t deny (an undeniable) a light in my mind (an unpredictable) please send me a sign (a dead- reliable) when you are alive (an undeniable truth) / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t play this game / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t see your face / And I won’t deny (an undeniable) a light in my mind (an unpredictable) please send me a sign (a dead- reliable) when you are alive (an undeniable truth) / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t play this game / Don’t tell me who I was, who I am right now, can’t see your face.
12. The Way We Live
The first time we walk, we tramp down the grass / Forward to smell how we collapse / We pray to the gods of a glorious mess but we are the ones who built our path / We talk to the dead, what do we expect? What we have lost will never come back / Embrace the end and no one cares / That is the way we live, that is the way we live, our time has come to an end, that is the way we live / Only regard to the demon inside / How can we breath, how can we sleep at night / Is this the end? condemned to death / That is the way we live, that is the way we live, our time has come to an end, that is the way we live / All the states will fall to the damned (what a peaceful death) hallowed be thy name in the end (what a peaceful death) folded hands won’t stop human trends (what a peaceful death) start to finish what we began (what a peaceful death) / That is the way we live, that is the way we live, our time has come to an end, that is the way we live
13. TAMA
All I ever want is to rip me apart, just leave me alone in this room and dead district / I will never wake up, I go to the club, I’m trapped by this ogress, whipped away from myself / Do we talk too much? Do we go too far? I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never forget your flaked off skin and i said: “Do we set this off?” / All I ever want is being a part of seperated waste, open eyes in empty space / I will never wake up, I started to cough, a predetermined fate, every single breath I take / Do we talk too much? Do we go too far? / I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never forget your flaked off skin, I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never see benevolence and I said: “Do we talk too much? Do we set this off?” / All I ever want is being a part / Do we talk too much? Do we go too far? I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never forget your flaked off skin and i said: “Do we set this off?” / I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never forget your flaked off skin, I’m humbled again, I’m done in the end, I’ll never see benevolence.
14. Diwo
How the fuck do you see me in the back of your mind, did you ever speak to me? Through the pit in my spine / How far can you go run this with me, I hope you renegade like you never did, stab me in my back / How long do you keep diwo in me, I hope you renegade, time has come to enter the pearly gates / (We are, we are) we are the evidence but my senses get too muddy to mind (we are, we are) we are not ready to die / How the hell do you hear me when all the words do not sound, my heart beats violently, I put my head to the ground, I accepted your challenge, here I am, a muddling gamble, no chance to win, why do you beat the crap out of me? But do not finish me off? / How far can you go run this with me, I hope you renegade like you never did, stab me in my back / How long do you keep diwo in me, I hope you renegade, time has come to enter the pearly gates / (We are, we are) we are the evidence but my senses get too muddy to mind (we are, we are) we are not ready to die / I will do it, prove it, to myself, I will do it, turn into someone else, I ill do it, prove it, see what’s behind / Behind, my mind (what have i done).
15. My Vision
Another worthless lie, another day to die, you can not change my mind / You always give advice but you should realize, you can not kill my pride and live my life / I have no second chance, I can not live again, don’t try to stop me, I won’t give in / I have to go on, no time to look back, it took some time to realize that I’m not afraid to die / You always beat it when all the others defy, it’s so pathetic and I loose my temper, you always meet twice but that is not my device, you better run before I loose my temper now / I will never be stopped and let my vision corrupt, don’t try to stop me, do a runner! / I have to go on, no time to look back, it took some time to realize that I’m not afraid to die / Die, I am not afraid to die, I will never be stopped / I will not give up, I will just forget, anything you said / what a waste of this prejudice, I gotta shake’ em break’ em down / I will never be stopped and let my vision corrupt.
TRACKLIST
- 01. Gambit A.D
- 02. Fake Noose
- 03. 5ophia
- 04. Thinwalled Maze
- 05. ThinwVanitas
- 06. XY (examine yourself)
- 07. Never Back Down
- 08. Blackburne Trap
- 09. Ferryman
- 10. Survival Of The Fittest
- 11. The Race
- 12. The Way We Live
- 13. TTAMA
- 14. Diwo
- 15. My Vision